me, lying flat on my back under the dining room table: WHY DOESN’T EVERYBODY LOVE ME

Ahiru thinks that she’s useless because she doesn’t see any effects from her actions!! And even others like Autor think that she doesn’t do anything and give the credit to Fakir’s willpower!!! But only the people she loves can feel the power that she can’t see herself!!!!! Ahiru effects change in that she allows others to effect change!!!!!! She is the ultimate party healer!!!!!!!!!!!!

What I’m getting out of this is that the whole “instrumentality” plot of Evangelion could have been very quickly resolved by a small duck and a little empathy

Radical existence monism is a hell of a drug.

Having a bad life? Existential anxiety got you down? Throw away your struggles and simply  b e c o m e   a   t r e e

“Submerge yourself in the bog of truth” is the catchphrase of Sailor Earth, soldier of dirt and the swamp

WELL IF I HAD KNOWN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO SELL YOUR SOUL TO A DEAD TREE MAYBE I WOULD HAVE EASED UP ON THE DEADLINE A LITTLE

ok what are the odds that Autor is just making this all up just because he can. “yeah you can totally activate your power to imagine events into truth. you just have to get approval from a tree that doesn’t even exist anymore by spiritually communing with one of these rocks on three days of sleep deprivation. most importantly have fun and be yourself”

Ahiru’s voice says “are you sure that’s a good idea?” but her face says “bitch i’m gonna hone YOUR mind straight through the nearest window”

drosselmeyer: children who love stories, gather round, I will tell you a tale in which my own great-great-great-grandson, who I will never meet and have no reason to dislike, suffers horribly